Hey Ben, as I stated in my last post, I have joined other monthly groups in the past, and quit those groups after a relapse. If you need a change, maybe try the January group? The most important thing is that YOU find the support that YOU need. We know where to find ya
I know how hard this is, and I'm getting too old for any more set backs, but I completely understand the insanity of continuing to go back to the drink. I did it, for many years, and I have finally had enough. You will get to the end of your rope, one way or another. Seek your solution.