Morning all. Sweaty sleep but sleep all the same.

I have no intention of leaving SR, but I am aware that if what I am doing is not working then I need to change it. And as odd as this may seem (I’d never have believed it myself six months ago) I genuinely feel a responsibility to you guys. I unmed and arred about posting at all - maybe better just not to tell you all? I really don’t want to undermine what people are achieving, especially those of you so far in...but also bumboid and hopeful too.

(I hope thsts not me being sanctimonious final - that did offend me a bit. But that’s cool I know you are watching my back)

I was more thinking about moving group. I don’t want to do that, as above I feel comfortable here. But maybe that’s a problem in itself.

Im not beating myself up today, I am moving forward, a sober day today and plan some more this evening