And I have been here almost 4 years! I can't even count how many Day 1s I've posted (I'm certainly afraid to go back and look). Each class I joined, I ended up quitting. After 2,3,4,5,6,7,8 months sober. UGH
And, I also felt like a failure!
We are in this together. Set backs that any of you may experience, whether it's a sip of beer or a full blown 2 week binder, doesn't affect my sobriety. That's all on me. I am here to support you and get support, without judgement. We need each other to succeed!
Keep posting, keep trying, never, ever give up hope.