Originally Posted by venuscat

I understand.....I don't think a lot more words right now could express it better. I just understand. Denial is a weird place once the jokes are done.....somewhat surprising....for me as well....but we are AWAKE. We are living with intention and purpose....and we are heard....look at what Dee did just straight away....gosh...imagine if all men were that awesome....ok...tongue in cheek...cos my husband really is that awesome and so are so many many men.

I like connecting like this again with you Sunny and all of you....I got lost...this thread is incredibly important to me.....I am in a horrible physical mess right now....I am over feeling sorry for myself for how I got here and Nick is lovely and supportive....I have a ton of weight to lose....to be comfortable and happy again. I can do it.