Sounds like a great read!
Thanks for sharing this!
I also struggle with change, but I've gotten more comfortable with it throughout my journey to sobriety. I am very happy and content with my life right now, and if I hadn't faced the fear of change, I wouldn't be here.
The girlfriend is waiting for a proposal, I suppose that's the next biggest fear I need to get over. Not even sure why it's fearful, probably the change, the label, the unreasonable and unexplainable fear.