Ok, I'm really going after this...but yes, totally!!!!
When hungover I want to die, preferably painfully. God, it's such an horrendous self inflicted feeling!!! But what happened toward the 'end' of my drinking, that I started to feel like that before I was hungover, ie at about 3am in the morning at the end of a binge...it is SERIOUS STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What struck me the most about strarting my recovery was how I started to respect and really like myself again...I hadn't realised how my getting drunk the whole cycle just made me loathe myself...or I drank in the first palce cause I loathed myself... I don't know...what I do know is that I don't feel like that today...but whenever I drink I do...should be simple hey!
See you soon
Cathy31
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