I love how I still question the extent of my drinking problem. It's now gone 5am here in the UK and I'm just finishing my second bottle of wine - and still feeling, as I would describe, pretty sober - and basically just wondering why isn't the rest of the world up with me drinking? The fools!
This is insane. I mean, this is INSANE. Now I'm just anxious that obviously it's time for bed and I will try to go to sleep but I've shot myself in the foot by drinking too much. I often try to use wine as a sedative, think I can control it thus. But it often ends up acting as more of a stimulant.
Anyway sorry again to write under the influence, I guess I just hope posts like these will put off Future Me or anyone reading who still drinks, you know, not to even go there.
How do I never learn???