What's your game plan? Seems posting while in the 'regret/anxiety moments/stage' after drinking hasn't been working for ya,just like it didn't work for me. "AA lady with 6mo sober drank"..means nothing. yea..people drink again,as that's their choice, if they choose. I had to take control of MY life and own MY stuff/work, to get sober.
You are the only person in control of your drinking/not drinking. It's really that simple. Sure there's support at AA(insert any recovery method including here),BUT it's up to you.