I totally hear you Badge. Every now and then (actually relatively frequently but usually just a whisper rather than like the previous shaking me by the shoulders and yelling in my ear) the AV pipes up with “just one won’t hurt ”.
Last night it was a lot louder.
Yesterday I woke up feeling depressed and had a really flat day then got a knockback on the work front, and the AV was noticeably louder and more insistent, and it wasn’t the frequent “just one”, it was “cmon, let’s get a bottle of wine and get sh##faced”. Nooooo! I reminded myself of that one bottle wouldn’t be enough, and how truly awful I’d feel tomorrow (now today). I had a decaf coffee instead (it was too late in the day for coffee). Today I’m so glad I don’t have a dreadful hangover.