6:04 am and I need to get on my bike. The amount of sugar I have flowing in my blood stream from yesterday's festivities feels very similar to an alcohol hangover.
I don't want to live like this anymore.
The food is never enough.
The sugar is never enough.
I have got to stop this suffering- I deserve better than this.
I work all weekend so at least I will be occupied.
Love you guys, have a good weekend.
"Instead of trying to embrace what happened in the past, just love the one who survived it."