Thanks everyone.
I’m not 100% sure where he is but he always pops back up in my life. Even times when I have tried ridding him of my life he makes an appearance regardless of what I think or what I try to do to put myself in a healthier situation. I know I can’t control him but it is very hard to watch him struggle with his addiction. I know he seems like a careless person but I know he has good in him deep down. Just makes it hard for me to discard him as trash because of his addiction. Everyone here is right,and I know that I am no more in control of fixing him than he is in control of his heroin problem but I have trouble just letting him kill himself. It stresses me out everyday and I know it’s not good for me. I just really don’t want him to die,that is all. I will always care about him no matter how he has hurt me and that’s what keeps holding me back.