Originally Posted by
Canuckleman45 
I知 sure it will come together. I feel more positive about the future now than I have in the past. I知 not worried about getting this figured out. I just want it done NOW. I知 impatient and that痴 my problem. Everything else has been relatively easy except for this. I知 my own worst enemy. I have to be accountable to my self when I知 alone.
Totally understand! These parts I highlighted- pretty much every alcoholic I know and certainly this one are the impatient sort. Especially once we get sober and can start to see and experience good sober days and experiences.
I have to be accountable to myself all the time. Perhaps especially when alone, at the start indeed, but ultimately I'm the one who has to stay in my recovery.
Recognizing the "danger" flags is a good thing you're sharing. Acting on them in the right ways to keep sober is the best thing.
You can do this. What's up for today?