Heart stress test tomorrow. Drank today and can't go to AA
I am undergoing a heart stress test early tomorrow where they give you drugs to try and get your heart rate up high and then look for blockages. Stupidly I drank on payday again and then it flowed into today. I am under the limit but can't go to AA and admit I have been drinking all day plus people will smell it. Why didn't I just give up this morning? Once I have one drink I can't stop. So I have to miss the meeting.