I'm glad things have calmed down.
My personal belief is that God doesn't make any duds SerenityRiver.
You're a child of God - just as you are.
You are unique, as we all are.
For someone else to attack you or condemn you on some website because of who you are is not a work of God - it's a work of human bigotry and hate.
Please - love yourself. Accept yourself. Acknowledge your connection to God.
Stop going to that website.
It's not for you.
D