I really can’t find the strength to do it.
Regardless , whether you believe you can or cannot, you are absolutely correct.
Don’t as in you don’t want to end relationship
Won’t you currently will not end relationship.
Maybe a couple more options to consider?
Please know I m certainly not throwing rocks, I arrived here in 2011, also scared of losing this “ emotional, and sexually “ charged relationship with an active alcoholic.
I am here to tell you ,you most certainly can and you most certainly deserve a healthy invested partner. The only one holding you back is YOU.
Time to figure out what make Future Yesterday tick. I would be having a heart to heart with myself...and that includes being painfully honest with myself....