So...I’ll say it
...at the suggestion of the people answering my other thread, in the Alcoholism section...I post here.
I’m inlove with an alcoholic. I’m married, ****** marriage and everything, no excuses; he was “an affair”. But I really really need help to get out of this roller coaster.
He is as he is, I made many good things for him (like paying for his rehab without him even knowing) and also some ugly things (like pushing him into drinking as a revenge). It’s very hard for me to talk about this, I have to extinct this extremely toxic situation and I really can’t find the strenght to do it.