i hate Christmas
boxing day i had to get my cat put down because he had something wrong with his brain he was trying to walk but kept falling over there was nothing we could do he gone i myself feel **** to the point i wanted weed and drink but my husband has been with me most of the time and i have no money not been to a meeting yet going to one tonight just feel **** my other cat ninja is ok he seems ok just keeping an eye on him just incase he gets depressed without tigger