I relate very much to this post. Pregnancy was easy to quit, breastfeeding no problem, but every time it snuck back into my life. After my youngest was born, and I quit breastfeeding, and knew he was my last child, I hit the bottle hard. And I almost lost my family in the process. Each time it got worse, and I NEVER want to go back to that miserable life. I have 100 days as of yesterday, and what has changed for me this time is I’ve completely Taken it off the table, and AA and SR are big parts of my life. I can’t afford the consequences anymore.
You can do this!!!