Hi Eve, just be strong im on day 87 today . Yesterday I almost made today day1 again as I poured myself a drink, I sat and looked at it for around 2 hours before pouring it away. Every time I looked it I thought about everyone I would let down and chief among those was letting down myself. You need to be strong for your own sake. I am back to work tomorrow and I wont be hung over. Do something to take your mind off it, I am trying to teach myself Spanish. Be strong