Glad you are sharing & I know what your concerns feel like from my past dr changes. I love the one I have now, especially since she stuck with her expert style before I got sober - which I am grateful for & follow in recovery. As far as meds, mine are very critical to my sobriety and emotional balance, so honest communication and a dr I trust is essential.
Starting over can seem like a tiring prospect- but I hope you flip that to a new chance with a good dr you fit with well.