Once upon a time when I was looking for an escape I thought alcohol was my in with the "cool crowd". But once I was in too deep and my health, personal relationships, and finances were suffering they were nowhere to be found. Funny how that works.
Now I've learned how to love myself and take care of myself, it's pretty cool to me. If those in my social circles think that makes me a square....well they are more than welcome to not participate in my happiness.