Trying this again
I wanted to find some online support or any support as far as that goes. I am trying to stop drinking again, been sober since Saturday when I lost another job due to my drinking about 10 beers the night before and missing my work shift AGAIN. I was a no call no show too drunk to go to work and slept it off only to be fired right before Xmas. I am a mother of two and actually was sober while I was pregnant only to start it back up. So tired of the guilt and shame associated with the "good time" . My husband drinks a lot but has stopped for the past few days because I threatened if we didn't change I was leaving. Can't live like this anymore, have stopped before only to start again because been doing it for so long feel that like is too monotonous without it. Any advice to keep on track? Besides knowing I need to be sober for my children which sometimes isn't enough which is not understood by most people. Don't want to feel uncool because trying to get sober. Any thoughts? Thanks.