Winging it is pretty much the default for everyone - no one wants to work hard when things are going smoothly... I did it too.
for me now? it's like watching someone screaming down the road at 100 mph not looking ahead, bent down trying to find some driving music on the radio....
Think back to your past attempts getitright...wasn't there always an ambush or a perfect storm, or something that blindsided you and led you back to drinking?
I still haven't called my sponsors (sponsor and grand-sponsor), but they haven't tried to reach out to me either.
Ring your sponsor, or grandsponsor. What can it hurt?
They don't need to call you for their recovery, man lol but you might need their help for yours somewhere around the bend?
