Thanks peoples. Tomorrow (2227 Sunday now) I go in for a preop. assessment. Due to the 'depth and severity' of my burns- they are going to do chest xrays, ECG and god knows what else. Then Wed afternoon- I ring the hospital for final instructions, then THURSDAY (I hope) I go for the corrective hand surgery. Hopefully with just and arm block and an overnight stay. They are keeping me in overnight- because I live alone. I feel ok- but agitated. Went for a big drive today to clear my head.
Also I have been trying to help a friend- who seems hell bent on going down the destructive alcoholic road to losing everything and everyone. She is unsafe....but is being monitored by people more equipped to do it than me- and I have already told my friend I will support with boundaries. I will not get sucked into the damage. My own safety first. I feel like crap, still. Like waiting for a bomb to explode.
Sigh
Went for a biiig drive..nice rural scenery