Sick and tired of being sick and tired? That brought you back here. The suggestions from those that have won this battle are here for you. The support is available here and in many other places.
Now, it's up to you. Get mad at your addiction. Are you really sick of feeling like ****?, then take action and end it. You can do it.
It wasnt long ago I was drowning in it like you. Waking every morning wondering if I could stop or would it just kill me. i never lost at anything, how was it possible that this inanimate psychological dis function could keep me down?
It couldn't. Unless I let it.
Post more here. Reach out in times of your urges. Distract yourself. Find that spirit inside yourself that wants more.
Addiction has a lot of wins under its belt. How bout handing it another loss?