Thread: Shoes & Ships & Sealing Wax & Cabbages & Kings (a place to talk of many things)
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Old 12-02-2018, 06:51 AM
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Hi Hawk sorry about you work crap.

For me, is very bitter pill to come to terms with how much of life has been swallowed up by addiction. Is almost too unbearable to think of.

I just was ruminating in my sleepless benzo withdrawal night over all the time, travels, peoples, opportunities that has been lost and/or not remembered.

I think it not a good exercise, cuz it futile and devastating. So yeah, right now have to be the focus. And right now I ...well, I still mostly suck, but you is doing great! I doing okay with couple few windows of good.
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