You did the right thing. I know it doesn’t feel like it. It didn’t for me either. My ex relapsed five times. Now he’s killing himself. Locked in a house he lost in foreclosure with no heat. No one should have to deal with any of this. This is his problem. Not yours. You will feel better in time. You need to heal and allow yourself to be upset. I have been miserable for the last month. You will find a low of support here... these people have helped me more than I can even say. I wish you the best.