Hi still here and reading all the posts with interest. You are all doing so well.
Day 24.
Yesterday I actually went on a walk with a "meetup" group. Only five people turned up but that was fine with me.
As most of you know I spend 90% of my time alone at home so it was lovely to be out with people and having conversations.
I was on my way home and realised that I had barely thought of drinking all day. Although that thought in itself did then trigger drinking thoughts.
Also a vegan lady was telling me about when she had been tricked by an ex boyfriend into eating dairy, my instant reply was that would be like putting alcohol in someones drink that had given up drinking, I don't think she could see the comparison at all, it was just my alcoholic brain.
I am tired today, even though I walked miles yesterday I didn't sleep well. I was getting cravings in the middle of the night with thoughts of getting up, dressed and out to the local 24 hour supermarket to buy some poison!
Stay Sober everyone X