Welcome Melsbells! Fabulous job on 11 days. I used to be a lurker but once I started participating I got so much more from this site. SR has been a huge help to me in getting and staying sober: I didn't think I could do it, and I was about as far down as one gets and not be dead but thanks to a strong plan and the advice and encouragement here I now have 2 years, 11 months sober and got motivated to start school again to get my degree in social work; I'm 58 years old and it's never too late! You can do this, and I hope you continue to stick around and keep posting.