Congratulations on 118 days sober. I made it two times to around the 120 day mark and would slip. That was ten years ago, I’m still struggling. The blackouts got worse, got arrested again, made horrible decisions and now I’m back at day 7. I’m not sure what happens around that 120 day mark but I can relate. Just play it through... fast forward the tape... what benefit could ever come from drinking.... how much better off are you than 118 days ago? Remember the reasons you quit. I’d like to know advice around this time into the quit too. Stay strong.