Day 128 here.

Organizing this thing I’m working on has been a real challenge. It’s very complicated, non linear, and I need to put my trust into things that could go wrong and screw up everything. I need to work out part 5 and commit to it, before I know I can pull off part 3 or 4.

And... I need to fight the psycho parrots in my head constantly saying, ‘This is never going to work. Why are you even doing this? What’s the point? What about these other options? What if this crucial section fails? What if this, what if that?’ It’s vicious.

Totally exhausting!

V