New to this forum. Actually that’s a lie. I was on and off this forum years ago - tried to get sober, but as many of you understand... I didn’t really want to. I had and still have many ‘yets’ (Yet to lose my licence, yet to be in prison, yet to...) actually not many yets to go. I was waiting to hit rock bottom as I thought that would make me sober, but I was already at rock bottom...