Who am i ?
i dont know who i am anymore mixed up never knew who i am i dont like me so i didnt care what did to my body i still have no clue who i am i thought id be a gay man but now am wearing a dress and bought female clothes i got away from myself a long time i go through self harm , drink or drugs still didnt like me am still the person am trying to get away from whats so bad about me FEAR of being normal fear of people abandoning me i have never really sat and talked to anyone about this ACTUALLY TALK THE ******* TRUTH FOR ONCE am scared they will all hate me that my husband and friends will leave me then i be on my own to die alone
its would be my own fault my mother is right am an attention seeker
i dont know who i am the pastor i normally talk with partner is unwell he hasnt been to work in weeks and he maybe off for a while
i hate myself WHO THE HELL AM I