Welcome back bringmeback
I'm still not sure what went wrong. I was involved in service work, I was doing a 90 and 90, I was working the steps, I had friends in AA.
I understand you might not want to do it now but when you feel a little stronger maybe it'll be a good exercise to go back and read your some of your past threads - I think you'll see some pointers towards your decision and those glasses of wine.
I'm not suggesting this is some kind of punishment or public shaming btw
I think it will help you to see the progression of this, for your run at Recovery 2.0 - the update
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