Thanks for the thought today. I guess my recovery makes sense at this stage in my life. I always look for something new or a new challenge or a change. Whether it is a new job, house, getting married, having kids, moving, etc. Alcohol had become a boring routine that had gotten particularly bad the last few years before I stopped 152 days ago. I am now focusing on not drinking, exercising my mind and body, eating healthier and re-dedicating myself to work and my family. I don't feel as though I am white-knuckling through my sobriety. Sorry for the ramble. Just trying to figure out this whole new sobriety thing as I go.