Hi and welcome 😊 ... First off great decision on trying to quit for good. I was like you quit for a while and then because I was stressed or pissed or something got under my skin I was back at it again... I agree with the other poster about finding other support along with this site. I’m not in AA either but I am in therapy for the addiction issues for me mainly alcohol. You can stop if you really want it u can.. Stay on this site and read thru other people’s threads which you’ll find very helpful.. Best of luck 😊