Originally Posted by
Tetrax 
To me it sounds like you can learn from this experience: now you really KNOW you can't moderate (or at least not sustainably). Use that.
And well done on the 58 days, it's more than I've managed (yet).
Thanks.
I always manage to convince myself that I this time will be different and I will be able to moderate.
I know that's the biggest issue so hopefully I can tackle it this time.
Good luck with your sobriety.