You are so not fake! Your HP does not have to be “god” oriented. I like the tree
. It can be anything you want it to be that works for you. Mine is all of the collective good and light in the universe including my own higher self. I posted on the issue of HP a while ago and someone responded that they knew someone whose HP was G.O.D which stood for group of drunks. I though that was funny. But hey, whatever works. I took it to mean group of recovering drunks. Like Sober Recovery, we are all here helping each other and ourselves, and that’s a form of collective good.
I hear you on the parenting stuff. I feel the same at times. My kids not normal, and I don’t sip Chardonnay from a sippy cup (anymore) at park play dates, so I’m a total outsider. I just try to stay away from judgmental and heavy drinking moms. I’ve met plenty of new people who are more understanding.