Thank you all for your kind words and encouragement. I am already past the strongest cravings to drink.
I guess it confirms to me that, although I did not want to drink for that time, I didn't fully appreciate that whether I want to or not, I can't. No harm was done to anything other than my own pride so I guess i am one of the lucky ones. There will be people reading this that are not so fortunate.
Being here is such a huge achievement. Places like this are so important and I'm glad to have found somewhere that gets it. Somewhere I can learn more, because that has been my biggest ally throughout this journey. Knowledge. You all have my very best wishes going forward.
Ray.