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Who knows what their brains think, he went to rehab and was really "into" it, but his refusal to apologise even in a small way when I asked him was he mad at me for walking out, said a lot! He just threw a lot of AA jargon at me about not being able to change past or future blah blah blah.
Isn't part of AA making amends - like really making them? I actually should read up on it more. I do have quite a few friends in recovery and most mentioned the first time they got sober it was like just passing some college exam whose material and jargon they forgot pretty quickly. I guess, like my own life lessons, sometimes it takes awhile to sink in. I hope you are doing well tonight! I actually found myself giggling over a memory of the xab having terrible post-binge runs during our west coast trip in a small hotel. I remember laying in my bed being like "guess I need to get used to this if I'm in it for the long haul." Well, apparently life had better things in store.