Thank you for your response. It’s not something I prefer to deal with at all. I’m in fear if anything, but I truly love him and we are in a serious relationship. It’s not that I’m weak I’m strong, but being weak it’s like I want believe everything he’s saying because he’s sober but what if he slips no I couldn’t deal with it again. It was heart breaking esp considering he never wanted me to see that part of him. Being sober for 4 years was the best 4 years of his life..wondering to myself if I’m foolish for sticking by. My mother doesn’t want to be the one to say “I told you so” while trying to protect me while I want to give him a chance...