Hope,
That was a terrifying turn of events. And dangerous, especially for a lady. Be sure you’ve cancelled any credit cards.
The deeply humiliating things that alcohol and me did together were wretched. BUT, this is your moment. You can turn this event to your future’s good. When I was in your shoes I found SR and others told me that I never had to feel that way again. I never have. You absolutely can force good change out of this moment. Take care of yourself today. Lots of liquids etc..
I look forward to seeing you around and following your success. You can do it! Join the weekender thread and let us encourage you along the way.