Hello Hope,
Sorry to hear about your lapse. Even though unpleasant for you it's just a blip really and should hopefully act as a reminder as to why you can't drink.
Nothing changes if we decide to return to booze, the same problems and issues still arise and they always will do.
Try not to let the lapse turn into a full relapse, the progress you've made is not lost.
Good luck to you.
John