Horrible relapse - Not a really different post
After a few months sober, yesterday I fell again.
Guys, I lost EVERYTHING. My phone, my glasses, my wallet. Ended up passing out in a train station.
I feel so lonely and I'm crying and not just your regular hangover anxiety, but I'm so crushed and hopeless. I just really can't do this again.
My family is so far away and I'm completely lonely. This is the most horrible thing (alcoholism or any addiction) that someone could have.
I tried to reach out to my sister, she has a great heart. However, she does not understand. She just thinks I'm an irresponsible person.
I was literally with homeless people yesterday.
I really can't put into words what I feel right now.