Originally Posted by
atalose 
What exactly is it that you are scared to communicate to him that you want/need someone to help facilitate that?
anything? Haha. How much I don’t trust him, why. My thoughts on him not being sober. My thoughts on his relationship with his child. But everything really revolves around the trust. It feels like every time I bring up a concern to him, somehow I end up apologizing or feeling like it’s my fault.