Old 10-04-2018, 02:06 PM
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kevlarsjal2
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Hi Weekenders! I wish I still had the log in details to my old account, then I could be one of you 2016ers...

My dad had a little accident while sleep walking a few days ago and hurt his back. This weekend he and his wife will be away for a spa weekend and I thought I'd mail them to let their room service serve them a nice bottle of something on their arrival, as a little get well soon gift. So I was reading through their wine menu and maybe it should've been obvious that this isn't something recommended for recovering alcoholics. But my last craving is idk how long ago... ages!
Tonight it hit me by surprise though! And with what an intensity! All I want is a bottle of white wine or sparkling wine. How telling that I'm not even fantasising about a glass but a bottle, I'm definitely more honest with myself these days...

I think it has to do with being 2 weeks shy of 2 years sober, I suddenly had cravings again just before I reached one year.


Edit: Oh languages, I love them! I'm fluent in English, German and Swedish plus I do fluently understand (if that's a thing) Norwegian and have a decent understanding of Danish. Plus some rusty French and very basic Italian and Finnish. Now that was a nice distraction from my craving for a minute.
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