Dandelion, when I was two weeks sober, I was barely functioning. I was tired, irritable, emotional and depressed. My brain was scrambled and my body was plain exhausted. I hung on for dear life! Waking up sober was an accomplishment for me. Day by day, I started to feel just a tiny bit better. For the first time in years, I believed in myself.
Hang on for dear life, Dandelion! Believe in yourself, you are worthy, you are here for a reason, you do have a purpose.
Lean on your SR friends. We understand and will be by your side.