Originally Posted by Hawkeye13

pinky, my spouse was angry and close to leaving too at one point.
Getting and staying sober is the best thing you can do.

Trust and peace can come back over time, but when you've hurt someone over and over with drinking, and broken promises, time just takes time, if you know what I mean.

You can heal your relationship and yourself. Be kind to you and don't pick up and don't beat yourself up. Just move forward.