Originally Posted by
SmallButMighty 
To me, it doesn't sound like a problem with you at all.
It sounds like you have learned enough about yourself and your past to recognize behaviors you don't want around you. That sounds like progress to me!
It doesn't really matter how many drinkers there are out there. There are plenty of other people who don't.
You are doing great, keep it up!
Thanks so much for the encouragement it's appreciated x