Is pawn the right word????
I am going to let her choose what she wants, I have told her it is okay. I just feel hurt, I guess because she is choosing to stay home instead of go with the rest of us.
But her being seven, she is not thinking everything that I am letting my mind think, she is just choosing to stay home.
Thank you for keeping me grounded, I just assumed she would want to go, she gets to miss one day of school, swim in the pool, go to lake michigan, visit with friends and go to a hockey game.
I dont want to tear her up, I will with a genuine smile on my face tell her to stay home with daddy, have fun, and I will see her in a couple of days.
I wish I knew why It hurts like it does. Will I ever get out of this make believe world I live in thinking we will all go like some happy family and actually have fun.